Sunday, August 30, 2009
One chance in a million
It may seem normal, a coincidence which happens once in a while. But it’s just felt a bit mysterious to me. Last night as referred to 2 hours ago, I saw a girl on the tube, we glanced few contacts at each other. I stepped out at one stop to buy some groceries and she continued the ride. I left with this girl in my mind for a while remembering her smile when she lost balance and was about to fall down. She was pretty and that was it, kept moving. I return home later and surprisingly find that girl in my home. I look at her and before I ask, she answered yes I was on train with you. She didn’t give me a chance to wonder for long. Who is she anyway and why she was in my home? Nothing mysterious or strange, she was a friend of my flat mate who visited to stay the night over.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Bad Old Hobbit
Forget about the title for a moment. As I am writing this, there are about 9 sites and blogs opened in my browser and few other applications beside god knows what else I was trying to do and I forgot leaving my 1 GB memory 3 years old laptop suffering. Being the master of distraction I am, this normal for me. Something always brings me back to it and not sure whether it is a dream, hope, obsession, escape or hobby? I can’t seem to see where is this going to take me. I am talking about what started like a healthy child hobby long ago but never really was developed enough. I always wanted a career in the games industry, it is the only thing that seemed satisfying for me, it is what I thought I am best at doing, and not seeing almost anyone around me have any clue what is this about made me feel different and sometimes smart, but also discouraged me a lot. This is before having internet, yes in 1997 the internet was new for majority of population in Egypt including myself.
I haven’t gotten far, and recently I was satisfied with the fact that I should be responsible enough now and compromise my choices in life. Simply if I want to have decent living and make enough income to allow me living the life style that I want I should gave up on my little big dream. It’s not easy to let go of my biggest dreams, so I allowed myself to keep a close distance while giving other things more priority. As I am keeping an open eye, reading articles here and there, watching other game makers work or playing a game, I get inspired, and idea sparks in my mind and I start an innocent attempt to test it out. I get side tracked and I leave everything I was supposed to finish, I continue doing that until I struggle. At this point I know I can finish if I just hang around a little longer, but I also remember other stuff I had to finish. Then I feel guilty and wonder I should have never had this interest. It’s frustrating sometimes and this is why I think a hobby may just lead to a bad habit “Hobbit”.
I haven’t gotten far, and recently I was satisfied with the fact that I should be responsible enough now and compromise my choices in life. Simply if I want to have decent living and make enough income to allow me living the life style that I want I should gave up on my little big dream. It’s not easy to let go of my biggest dreams, so I allowed myself to keep a close distance while giving other things more priority. As I am keeping an open eye, reading articles here and there, watching other game makers work or playing a game, I get inspired, and idea sparks in my mind and I start an innocent attempt to test it out. I get side tracked and I leave everything I was supposed to finish, I continue doing that until I struggle. At this point I know I can finish if I just hang around a little longer, but I also remember other stuff I had to finish. Then I feel guilty and wonder I should have never had this interest. It’s frustrating sometimes and this is why I think a hobby may just lead to a bad habit “Hobbit”.
Thursday, June 25, 2009
The King of Pop Has Left Our Planet
Not the news that I would have wished to mention, but the moonwalker has paid us his farewell leaving us uncertain and sad, bringing back many memories. Michael Jackson was the first pop singer I ever listened to when I was 11. What’s more ironic and sad that I was to listening to some of his early songs 2 days ago.
Ben, the two of us need look no more
We both found what we were looking for
With a friend to call my own
I'll never be alone
And you, my friend, will see
You've got a friend in me
(you've got a friend in me)
Ben, you're always running here and there..
You are always here Michael.
Ben, the two of us need look no more
We both found what we were looking for
With a friend to call my own
I'll never be alone
And you, my friend, will see
You've got a friend in me
(you've got a friend in me)
Ben, you're always running here and there..
You are always here Michael.
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Ghost House
The door slams; a fading sound of footsteps on the stairs, someone suddenly giggles from silence, a trace of people in the kitchen and the lounge but you may not see them. A two levels with four rooms semi attached house on the top of the road. Where I live now is a sense of what it feels like undesired home. The reason I know they are not ghosts but living humans is that I get to see them from time to time when chance allows.
Friday, June 19, 2009
A Note On The Council Tax
Special band of taxes is the council tax which I didn’t give much attention to when I was renting the room from the ex-tenant assuming that it’s only the responsibility of the landlord or due to being mislead by the ex-tenant when she mentioned it’s all inclusive in the rent which for me the amount I was going to pay as the total. Basically anyone is benefiting from the council services such as garbage collection, street maintenance, lighting and anything in this category is liable for a council tax unless if you are student you are exempted from this tax.
If you are new to the UK and looking to rent a house, apartment or a room please discuss carefully the other expenses that you may have to pay such as the damage deposit, council tax and bills. There are basic details which can be easily missed during the deal assuming that it’s common regulation or rules everyone is aware of. The council taxes have different bands based on the area and other considerations, I will have to do little research on that.
If you are new to the UK and looking to rent a house, apartment or a room please discuss carefully the other expenses that you may have to pay such as the damage deposit, council tax and bills. There are basic details which can be easily missed during the deal assuming that it’s common regulation or rules everyone is aware of. The council taxes have different bands based on the area and other considerations, I will have to do little research on that.
Mambo Egyptiano
I am no big fan at all of sitting around watching football games. But when a great thing happens like Egypt winning the football match against the gladiatorial Italy it worth mentioning. Not to ignore the great match Egypt played against Brazil which ended with a score 4-3 to Brazil. Thumps up Egypt.
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Did you know?
I stole this YouTube video link straight from Jeff Tunnell blog, and I find it inspiring and chocking.
All what I can say, do your part and the world will do the rest.
All what I can say, do your part and the world will do the rest.
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